Wednesday,
November 4, 2015, 4:50 ~ 5:00
Early in the morning, when you
are finding it hard to wake up, hold this thought in your mind: ‘I am getting
up to do the work of a human being. Do I still resent it, if I am going out to
do what I was born for and for which I was brought into the world? Or was I
framed for this, to lie under the bedclothes and keep myself warm?’ ‘But this
is more pleasant’. So were you born for pleasure: in general were you born for
feeling or for affection? Don’t you see the plants, the little sparrows, the
ants, the spiders, the bees doing their own work, and playing their part in
making up an ordered world. And then are you unwilling to do the work of a
human being? Won’t you run to do what is in line with your nature? (Marcus
Aurelius, Meditations, 5.1)
I
consider myself blessed that I almost never find it hard to wake up and get out
of bed in the mornings. When I awake, my brain gets up to speed almost
immediately in contrast to the poor souls I noticed when I lived in a dormitory
who stumbled about for an hour or before they woke up.
What
does happen to me, however, is that when I am tired, I dread to think about the
things I have to do. I feel put upon, irrationally thinking what a sordid and
unfair world it is that sternly expects me to work instead of sitting and
reading or listening to Chick Webb.
Marcus’
advice here about doing the work of a human being comes in handy when I dread
having to work . The work I have to do is to contribute to the teaching and
research missions of the university. While tedious routine is a part of those
missions, the goal is worthy and my work isn’t silly or useless. Also, I signed
up to do about 9 to 12 hours of extra work for extra pay; I had better work to
be able to say to myself that I earned that pay. I signed up, I have to take
responsibility. The other point is, getting ready to teach requires that I not
procrastinate, not waste minutes at time.
William Faulkner said “It's a shame that the only thing a
man can do for eight hours a day is work. He can't eat for eight hours; he
can't drink for eight hours; he can't make love for eight hours. The only thing
a man can do for eight hours is work. ” I disagree that the fact of work is a
shame. I agree with Marcus
that it is natural for us human beings to work though the satisfactions and
disappointments of work have to be balanced carefully. And certainly more than
a few people get handsomely compensated for making this world a sweltering hell
for the rest of us.
But
work is a social activity – we do it with other people in situations where we
put our respect for people, sense of fairness, and benevolence to the test.
Work – at least, the work of angels like teachers and air traffic controllers -
is what gives the world order.
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